Aw, Amothea. I'm sorry. You had every right to expect more -- and in my own (lame) defense I think I wasn't clear if you had made it for me alone or released it to the general public since I think you gave me a direct link. I can be incredibly stupid about things like that. I think it wasn't until much later that I realized you had put it up on your website. I get all awkward and uncertain when people make things specifically for me (be they vids or artwork or stories -- i.e. eighth_horizon had done a slash excerpt from one of her stories for me but she had it locked down so I never really mentioned it either.) and unlike the vids Killa & MD made for me because I knew I couldn't talk about them until they'd premiered at vividcon.

So, that was my bad because I could have just, you know, asked as I did later. So, I'm sorry. It was and is very much appreciated, I've watched it bunches and it is still one of my favs in the fandom and you absolutely should have gotten much more recognition from me for the artistry and not just the effort.

So, I'm glad the review made you happy, because again, it's kind of awkward to kind of poke at a gift with a less than steady finger. Iwas pleased and all kind of ovewhelmed and awed that you did it at all...so again, thank you so very much. It was very much like getting an extra and much beloved Christmas present.

I have a little hope tha tsince so many vids are being released post vividcon that people are more geared toward watching vids and hopefully you will get some nice feedback on it. I will not be so casual with your affections again.