Hi hon! Like astolat, I think you really need to talk to someone about how you're feeling. The moves have put a lot of strain on you, and you're whole life is uprooted and different; it's no wonder you feel disconnected. Talking to someone might help.

In addition, though, I think you need to put a full spectrum light bulb in by your computer, or a plant light in the bathroom or something. You've had a huge climate shift from Texas to Alaska in a very short time, and you're body isn't physically adjusted to the lack of daylight. I know you're not a plant and it may be the placebo effect, but I found it to help.