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I'm depressed, apathetic and actually a little bit nauseous (so maybe it's a bit of the stomach bug?).

I should be okay tonight, I went to bed on time last night I think I slept well, work was quiet, got my plane tickets for Escapade, my vidding computer is up and running again like a champ. My kitties continue to make me happy, I've signed up for [livejournal.com profile] spn_big_bang, and I watched the latest episode of the Sarah Conner Chronicles and I'm enjoying it. I have all these postitive things happening but I can't find my motivation for anything.

I just feel deeply unhappy. :( Which is why I think it's just the week before my period because nothing else makes sense.

I'm really hoping it's just a minor stomach bug that's making me feel queasy because I hate the idea of trying to find another birth control pill that doesn't do that but I've been using these pills for 2 years now not sure why they'd be making me sick now? It also doesn't explain why I feel exhuasted all the time and it can't just be complete and utter boredom at work?

Going to try and work on a vid so at least tomorrow I can say I did something productive today.
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