Weird obsession

For the last six months or so I've been obessing over getting a pet dog, it's actually pretty bad, I don't have a dog. Yet I find myself browsing Petsmart and Petco websites looking at all the cute dog toys and trying to get an idea of how much it would cost to get the essential items...that's not to mention all the time I've spent looking up dog breeders (trying to find a shih-tzu dog breeder) I'm not sure why I'm so obessed with finding a pet? Or where this came from? I guess maybe growing up with dogs in my family it seems like something is missing because there is no dog? hell I remember how much I hated babysitting my parents dogs because you couldn't just sleep in on the weekends the dogs need to go outside sometime even during bad weather...but they have their nice points too.

My husband says I have some kind of nesting instincts or something like that. But the thing is I have real, honest-to-goodness nightmares about getting pregnate and having babies. Yet....I have had happy dreams with dogs and puppies in them. Maybe because I'm so scared of babies I'm repressing a natural instinct to have one and am instead focusing on getting a dog, which really isn't as scary as having a baby, and also not as expensive.

Um anyway, I'm convinced the human mind is kind of fuckd up.

LJ not sending emails?

I haven't gotten any emails from LJ saying if I got new comments or not. Hopefully, this won't last all day.

Music Video Website info

I think my music video website is going to go down for a day or two. I'm switching hosts and basically as soon as the new site is setup I'm transferring everything to there and will post updated link here and try getting all the information updated elsewhere.

Supernatural and SGA recs

Supernatural
Care and Feeding by fools_game This was cute and funny. (Sam turns into a cat) awesome stuff.

Five Times Sam was Hot for Teacher by pheebs1 I loved each of these five times, 4 of them were hot and one was kind of creepy but loved some of the insights into Sam.

The Spindle by angstslashhope Loved this pre-series (ellen/john/wah) story.

Hands and Knees (I'm Crawling) by poisontaster this was hot like a burning sun hot.

Dean Gets It Where He Can by ethrosdemon I really liked Dean's pov in this story, this story is both hot and funny.

Disinterment by eighth_horizon Loved the plot, the characters, and the story creeped me out. Which is actually something very few stories manage to do which is kind of odd considering how many stories I read in Supernatural fandom.

Hey Dad Speaking of Driving by hansbekhart (Sam/Dean) Okay this story hurt and was kind of hot at the same time.

Desperately In Need Of A Hobby by trollprincess This was funny and wonderful. :)

Close by vylit (Sam/Dean) I loved this post-Nightmare story.

It Never Ends by vylit (Sam/Dean) I loved the pace and the imagery and just about everything else about the story.

SGA


Focus by chopchica I really enjoyed the playfullness in this story. :)

Tree Hugger by lavvyan (McKay/Sheppard) AU. I thought this was a really interesting and creative story. :)

Stellar by thegrrrl2002 Loved seeing Sheppard's pov in this verse.

Not Quite Oroborous by spike21 (Rod/Rodney) This was hot and I loved the character voices for Rod and Rodney.

The Sun Has Sisters by scribblinlenore this was fun Saturday afternoon McKay/Sheppard/and lots of other women...porn. :)

New Music Video Website Link

Please update your bookmarks I've switched hosts for my Music Video Website to http://amalthia.mediawood.net/

This will hopefully be the last and final time I switch hosts.