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Now We Are Come to Our Kingdom by cormallen (Sam/Dean Dean/OMC Sam/Ruby) INSTANT REC!!!!! I don't even know where to start on how good this story is I couldn't stop thinking about it after I finished reading last night. I LOVED the plot, character voices, and I really loved Sam's desperation and the lengths he was willing to go.
And in other news, I upgraded the Angst Archive from efiction 2 to efiction 3!!!! It actually went rather easy this time, no site implosions which is wonderful. It left me more time to adjust the skin (I'm totally borrowing from what I made for the Ebook Fan Fiction Archive I'm hoping to add a few more skins...but honestly I really want to write porn! I have this spanking story idea that's only 4 paragraphs long and it's inching along, literally! And there's this Narnia story I want to write that's completely hot to me and just no time. I feel like that's the story of my life lately, I never have enough time, and then when I do I can't get motivated to start and instead watch the Nanny Diaries because I was on the computer all day at work and my mouse arm was hurting.)
Lately, in spite of how productive I'm feeling in terms of getting things finished before I start school in August, I'm just so meh. I don't get why things are going very well? I'm knocking one project down after another, and I think I'm on the home stretch with just 1 more sweet charity vid and I'm done with everything I committed myself to finishing.
So today I'm setting myself a deadline to finish my rough draft of Sweet Charity vid (for Supernatural and I totally love the song and it's not on YOUTUBE already, and I gotta finish this vid before someone else finds this awesome song and posts their Supernatural vid to it on youtube. Seriously, the song I picked I haven't found any music vids beyond the band's own video from the early 90s, obviously this song is a hidden treasure) Deadline: July 8. That gives me my entire 3 day weekend to finish. (what happened to 4 day weekends over 4th of July??? seriously, national pride is going WAY down) Basically, was originally intending to visit family but now since we only have 3 days I'm not sure it's worth the drive and cost. :( Plus I haven't had a 3 day weekend at home in MONTHS. (okay possibly almost a year now)
Back to the meh thing, maybe this is how everyone feels after working over 2 years 40 hours a week, only 10 vacation days, and 5 sick days and 10 holiday days from company. I feel like i'm going brain dead. I wrote more back when I was in college nad had papers and projects due every other week. Maybe in spite of working, I still have too much unstructured time? Or maybe this is hormones and since I'm almost going to be 30 I'm hitting a early (very early) mid-life crisis? I always think you have to grab onto happiness where-ever you find it but lately I'm finding that more and more difficult.
Thankfully, I still have fandom, my husband, my cats, and though I hate how much time out of my life it uses, a job.
I should really stop listening to George Carlin, it's just too damn depressing
Now We Are Come to Our Kingdom by cormallen (Sam/Dean Dean/OMC Sam/Ruby) INSTANT REC!!!!! I don't even know where to start on how good this story is I couldn't stop thinking about it after I finished reading last night. I LOVED the plot, character voices, and I really loved Sam's desperation and the lengths he was willing to go.
(tags: Sam/Dean spn_bigbang length-novel non-con author-cormallen Dean/OMC recs-Supernatural recs-instant!rec powers Sam/Ruby first-time)
And in other news, I upgraded the Angst Archive from efiction 2 to efiction 3!!!! It actually went rather easy this time, no site implosions which is wonderful. It left me more time to adjust the skin (I'm totally borrowing from what I made for the Ebook Fan Fiction Archive I'm hoping to add a few more skins...but honestly I really want to write porn! I have this spanking story idea that's only 4 paragraphs long and it's inching along, literally! And there's this Narnia story I want to write that's completely hot to me and just no time. I feel like that's the story of my life lately, I never have enough time, and then when I do I can't get motivated to start and instead watch the Nanny Diaries because I was on the computer all day at work and my mouse arm was hurting.)
Lately, in spite of how productive I'm feeling in terms of getting things finished before I start school in August, I'm just so meh. I don't get why things are going very well? I'm knocking one project down after another, and I think I'm on the home stretch with just 1 more sweet charity vid and I'm done with everything I committed myself to finishing.
So today I'm setting myself a deadline to finish my rough draft of Sweet Charity vid (for Supernatural and I totally love the song and it's not on YOUTUBE already, and I gotta finish this vid before someone else finds this awesome song and posts their Supernatural vid to it on youtube. Seriously, the song I picked I haven't found any music vids beyond the band's own video from the early 90s, obviously this song is a hidden treasure) Deadline: July 8. That gives me my entire 3 day weekend to finish. (what happened to 4 day weekends over 4th of July??? seriously, national pride is going WAY down) Basically, was originally intending to visit family but now since we only have 3 days I'm not sure it's worth the drive and cost. :( Plus I haven't had a 3 day weekend at home in MONTHS. (okay possibly almost a year now)
Back to the meh thing, maybe this is how everyone feels after working over 2 years 40 hours a week, only 10 vacation days, and 5 sick days and 10 holiday days from company. I feel like i'm going brain dead. I wrote more back when I was in college nad had papers and projects due every other week. Maybe in spite of working, I still have too much unstructured time? Or maybe this is hormones and since I'm almost going to be 30 I'm hitting a early (very early) mid-life crisis? I always think you have to grab onto happiness where-ever you find it but lately I'm finding that more and more difficult.
Thankfully, I still have fandom, my husband, my cats, and though I hate how much time out of my life it uses, a job.
I should really stop listening to George Carlin, it's just too damn depressing