going camping this weekend
Dec. 28th, 2007 11:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
amalthiaWell for the first 2 days we plan on camping but the next two days we'll be in Arkansas visiting a friend. Basically, I really just wanted to stay home these 4 days it's my last 4 day weekend and last weekend we were out of town visiting my family for xmas.
I just realized I really don't want to go, first it's fucking cold outside, and secondly no internet, no Warcraft, no vidding, and I won't even have time to really do any house cleaning. I can already feel my stress levels going up and my husband is of no help with the housework. (could be exaggerating a bit) But on this one I feel conflicted and don't trust my judgement when I'm tired. I just know if I stayed behind I'd regret it because there's a good chance I will have fun, and it really doesn't hurt to get away from the computer now and then.
I think I'm just hitting my threshold on stress and being tired. I'm crying over stupid stuff now.
The last three days of work have been incredibly busy for me and to be honest I'm just not used to that so maybe that's why I feel more stressed than normal.
I also haven't really had time to sit down and relax in months it feels like.
I'm going to be awol over new years but my New Years Resolution is to finish my vids! and to try and be more creative in some way.
To be fair this year I learned how to crochet, got a new baby niece (made a baby blanket that took months to complete), really got my setup for recommending fiction and vids going, and have started setting up an efiction ebook archive for fan fiction. (okay that's still in the planning stage at the moment). So on one hand I feel like I've accomplished a lot this last year but on the other I haven't written any fan fiction that had a beginning, middle or end. I haven't finished a single vid I've started. (though at least I started which is a big step up).
I just feel very unproductive in the ways I wanted to be productive in. On the other hand I do think I have an awesome rec list. :) and I've read some wonderful stories this year.
I just realized I really don't want to go, first it's fucking cold outside, and secondly no internet, no Warcraft, no vidding, and I won't even have time to really do any house cleaning. I can already feel my stress levels going up and my husband is of no help with the housework. (could be exaggerating a bit) But on this one I feel conflicted and don't trust my judgement when I'm tired. I just know if I stayed behind I'd regret it because there's a good chance I will have fun, and it really doesn't hurt to get away from the computer now and then.
I think I'm just hitting my threshold on stress and being tired. I'm crying over stupid stuff now.
The last three days of work have been incredibly busy for me and to be honest I'm just not used to that so maybe that's why I feel more stressed than normal.
I also haven't really had time to sit down and relax in months it feels like.
I'm going to be awol over new years but my New Years Resolution is to finish my vids! and to try and be more creative in some way.
To be fair this year I learned how to crochet, got a new baby niece (made a baby blanket that took months to complete), really got my setup for recommending fiction and vids going, and have started setting up an efiction ebook archive for fan fiction. (okay that's still in the planning stage at the moment). So on one hand I feel like I've accomplished a lot this last year but on the other I haven't written any fan fiction that had a beginning, middle or end. I haven't finished a single vid I've started. (though at least I started which is a big step up).
I just feel very unproductive in the ways I wanted to be productive in. On the other hand I do think I have an awesome rec list. :) and I've read some wonderful stories this year.