Recent thoughts and stuff

Last night I was really depressed but more than just depressed kind of pissed off too, lately I've been angry like all the time. Anyway, last night it hit me that maybe the reason I've been feeling angryhas more to do with Gina dying than my husband coming home. I think him being here just gives me a target to focus my pent up emotions of frustration and anger but it took me about a week to realize that even when my husband didn't do anything I was still angry (which really isn't like me) I normally get angry fast and get over it but for the last two weeks I haven't been getting over it.

I thought I was handling things well, only spent one day sleeping and crying and then I just went on. But I think it's now hitting me that my friend is really dead and not coming back. I just don't know why I'm in a bad mood all the time instead of sad.

Boa vs. Python torrent

I got this movie and I've made a torrent file for it.

here's the link

http://www.demonoid.com/torrents/details/273468/

I think you'll need to use bitcomet or register for a demonoid account. If you need an invite just let me know.

The Magnificent Seven

I really need to get a copy of season 1 episodes to find out how slashy this show really is.

WIP Amesty story

I started writing this over a month ago but it just never went anywhere and I lost interest in the idea of doing Battle Royal type story with the Atlantis team. so anyway now I'm posting it a few days late I think for the wip_amnesty but figured what the hell....

( untitled fic ahead )

( what was supposed to happen after the last sentence )

SGA rec

SGA: How To Succeed In Sex Slavery Without Really Trying by astolat omg the hot. :) this was also rather kinky and amusing at the same time. wow.